My desires

My desires
my ambitions
always forbidden,restrined
against my will
my hands against the bed
heavy breathing in my ear
it starts again
My fantasies
kept alive by my i.m.a.g.i.n.a.t.i.o.n
my will to defy all thats "natural"
all thats "right"

wants to be restrained
held down in ectasy
feel the weight of another
upon her......

feel everything around her
inside her
wanting her to scream

why should this be so
wrong
when it feels like it was meant to be

out of the ordinary
lips rising to meet each other
ravaging the space between them
hands.....
everywhere


unable to see
the pleasure keeping
eyes shut
tight

I WANT THIS....
then my hands unclench

its over
again


another dream for my obssesions
to realise themselves
in another way